oh well.. stupid blogger izzint working for me.. wanted to post last sun and this wed.. but i kinda lost the mood..sha's posting on my behalf haha..
well.. the week has been....no comments.. just.. oh wells.. thx skunky and kiwi..=)
thx for all those encouragement.. such an up & down week.. mostly down..
i wonder if i'm really me.. am i who i really am?
and congratz tabby!! for your o' level results.. and some other *stuff*.. u'll get your dinner soon haha..
arggghhh... washing machine of emotions..
had a nice sat last week with tabby.. we went to church, jammed.. walao she learns fast.. scary..she';ll prob overtake me by the end of the year.. i, on the other hand, have been getting slower and noobier..noobish* haha.. sad.. nvm.. when she overtakes me she'll have to get me my car.. as a token of appreciation to her teacher WHAHaA.. aft jamming, she came to my old church.. we had silence and solitude.. eh i listened to the sermon ok.. i didn;t slp.. lol.. cos i felt the topic applied to many of the youths.. esp those in uni.. and the speaker was none other then my elder bro ahah.. he was my sunday sch teacher and mentor.. really nice guy..
hmm let me recall.. busyness=workload-ability to cope.. so if your really busy, think about the actual workload.. r u spending too much time slacking? or thinking where to start.. if u have a good ability to cope, u'll not be busy.. ya.. and being busy draws u away from GOD..
there's hurry sickness too.. haha.. that was so.. lol.. normal to me.. i;'m some hurry freak.. 1) do u multi task? ie.. talk & do your homework? eat and watch news.. 2) do u speed up daily task? ie.. in the supermarket, u count the number of ppl in front of u and decide which queue has the least people..
there's 2 more.. but i forgot to copy down the examples..
disadvantages of being busy..
1) u have no time to listen your own soul.. -- what's important to me? -- who/ what have i been hurt by? --am i hiding from something?
2) no sense of self.. -- who am i? -- why am i doing what i'm doing
3) no genuine depth in life..
--------------------------- life -------------------------- 1) 2) 3)
1)= achievement
2)=relationships
3)=possesion
hey don;t laugh @ my drawing lol.. try drawing that using email -.-'
anw life is usually supported by these 3 main factors.. for me, it's relationships.. when the pillar breaks, i die.. we all have to try to build our life on one pillar.. only ONE.. which is GOD..cos that pillar never collaps..
i can;t really remember much of the lesson.. and i don;t think i managed to say what i want to say either.. my notes are super messy.. lol.. if u all don;t understand can go and ask tab.. i hope she remembers..
oh ya.. and this week.. i had 2 very very weird comments.. 1 by my mum.. and 1 by my friend which made me totally -.-' and huh!? like speechless lol..
SHA ROCKS!!! SHE IS THE BEST!!! MUAHAHAHA.
-totally written by ME, BRA THE MOUSE
