haha.. gib is now a christian lol.. quite surprising he had this sudden change of heart.. but well ya.. welcome gib lol.. finally the end of a bad week.. i hope next week is gonna be better.. did stupid things this week.. felt angry, hurt, sad, blah blah.. but it's over.. lookign forward to a better week.. but doubt it'll be any better..
hmm.. simple things turned into complicated things.. that's my speciality which usually gets me into trouble.. i feel like isolating myself.. yeah that sure would help.. but can i do it? i dun think so.. sigh.. i wanna crawl back into my mouse hole.. i asked myself 10 questions.. came up with 100+ answers? gosh.. i'm so pessimistic.. and my english is getting worse.. i dun even know if i spelt pessimistic correctly..
i've always wondered.. wat kind of person would i be if i were more of a thinker? sometimes i wish i wasen't me.. being a feeler sucks sometimes.. i can help others.. but i can't help myself.. pathetic..my feelings get the better of me every time.. one day it might be the death of me..
went to play lan with lydia, gav,roy,alston,gib,der and caleb.. sad.. got 1 super long game which lasted 2h.. and the mouse there sucks la.. will screen hop..
hmm.. dun really feel like sleeping.. but i'm tired..
we're supposed to be good friends.. but almost everything that comes out of your mouth are negative things..i rather u not say anything if u got nth nice to say sometimes..
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