sad.. i think i've been straying away from God..
last night dad said he won;t give me allowance.. i felt kinda hurt and pissed.. like 3mths of my last holiday u want me to work? i dun mind but u want me to go hk, msai and take i've got to take my guitar exams in may.. like work for 3mths take almost 1week of leave.. thats just dumb la.. i wanted to tell him that.. but i just couldn;t be bothered to..i didn;t complain.. maybe that's the problem with me.. i dun communicate enough.. he just kept on bugging me to find a job.. c wat i wanna do aft ns.. wa.. really couldn;t stand it.. totally ruined my whole night.. and today as well.. thinking of no $ and need to find a job.. sucks la..
sure i've got enough savings to last a looong while.. but i dun wanna keep drawing my reserves.. they'll just nag more.. dun feel like working.. maybe i should just like starve @ home and eat cheese la.. sian.. get driving liscense also dun let me drive.. get for wat.. ask me go c the world.. no $ c wat..
bah.. dun even feel like playing ms and guitar now..
i know he's trying to show that he cares.. but not in this way lol.. hmm.. tml taking napha.. sure fail.. my knee still hurts.. and i haven't been training.. i need a miracle..
left silently at ... 11:27 PM
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