hmm
hmm just came up with another song today.. sadder song.. listened to some songs skunk sent me haha.. i wanna learn the saxaphone.. or however u spell it.. dumb chick has gone fishing lol..chirp..she's supposed to fish for worms.. not fish for fish whaha..
i can't help but feel like crying when i listened to my latest song..shed silent tears while recording.. i've been listening to my song alot.. this is my 10th time i think.. and i dun think i'll send any1..
this hurt i'm feeling.. this sadness.. where does it come from? izzit cos i'm just waiting for the inevitable to come and sweep past me again? i'm sure this is just gonna sweep past me.. no different from the past.. is there even a 0.01% chance that it won't? haha i dunno..
God, i've seen u do many wonderful things this year.. help me to commit whatever happens into your hands.. cos i know u got plans for me.. plans to prosper and not to harm me.. hmm.. reading the bible helps =) i roughly get the verse.. it might not be word for word.. and i still dunno which verse that came from.. but i certainly do remember it..
squeak... i need vodka... i want a good nights rest.. w/o nightmares.. w/o dreams.. i need a good mouse's sleep..
