wa super tired.. just reached home from balestier.. went like 230 to "study" which roy obviously did.. super morale down.. notes lord + memorize everything.. i go there play table tennis, play guitar and slack.. like everything except study.. sian.. tab ask him questions he can ans all.. and i dun even know wat they talking about.. i was aimlessly writing things which were supposed to be notes.. but i dun even rem a single word i wrote.. i'm so dead la.. sad.. then roy sitting beside me during the exam.. hope can copy lol.. his 1 all full.. then mine all blank.. sad..
i realized i cannot drink alcohol and play instruments.. my head hurts.. sad.. it's only 15 or 20%.. and i feel so walao.. i'm scared tml got hangover.. headache.. sad.. uncle bala spent super alot of time on practice for tml. like total 6 h.. i went for 4.. i dun wanna mess up tml.. sad i can't even rem wat i played for prac just now lol.. which is normal cos i usually don't.. but then got new songs.. i'm confident with all except 1..
oh ya.. today table tennis was super funny.. i laughed till i cried lol.. i did something stupid.. lol.. i think my expression and action was damn funny lol.. if i were to tell u wat happen it won't be that funny..
sigh.. i totally no mood to study.. and i dunno y.. i;m not bothered by any problems.. i'm just lazy.. and i've got a massive holiday mood around me.. playing ms like the whole day.. sad.. but seeing ppl around me mug stresses me.. but i just can't seem to start studying.. dead la..sad.. time to slp..
left silently at ... 7:10 AM
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