woah.. this has to be the busiest and most tiring week lol.. stupid fyp report due on wed.. and i just started.. so much to do, so little time.. but also no mood to do.. sian..
oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY TURTLE!!
next aft fyp is OM.. then MCOM.. then EXAM wa lao..reached home @ about 1240 last night.. so tired.. didn't slp till 2+.. the pain was kinda bad.. i got body ache.. and i dunno y.. i know i haven been playing badminton for months.. but i dun think i'm supposed to hurt this much lol.. the muscle ache is ok.. the problem is this irritating spot at my back.. it hurts inside.. not just muscle ache.. it hurts when i cough.. now it even hurts when i walk.. oh my.. guess i shouldn't have pushed myself so much.. goat even said i went past my limit on fri when i played with his dad and friends.. i was thinking "what can i gain if i dun push myself over the limit when i have the chance?" lol.. well i know if u push too much, u'll feel so deaded haha.. my knee caps hurt also -.-
gotta finish my report after blogging.. sigh.. hurting inside and outside.. even my head hurts.. i feel like a car just ran over my mouse body lol.. squished, squashed and left to die.. i rem my scouts leader saying this " pain is a constant reminder that your still alive." haha.. i thought he was some sadist last time.. but now, when u feel tired and hopeless, pain keeps u going..
thx for the letter chicky, and thx for the mass email Isaac. felt so touched when i read what they wrote lol.. I rem Isaac saying when u feel down, look up, and know that He's there.. haha.. i can't really rem your song.. but i think this quote is from there lol.. and chick, thx for all your encouragement =) chip chip chirp ahha..
i've got quite alot to blog actually.. but i need a nap.. i've been feeling so liveless these few days.. living life each day as it comes by like a zombie.. i'm soooo looking forward to wed.. aft the fyp final presentation, I'M SO GOING TO WRECK THE DAMN PROJECT! WHAHAHAHAHAHAH lol.. time to nap..
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