sigh
i feel sooo tired.. physically, mentally and emotionally.. went home aft lunch with the youths.. barely stayed awake in the train.. i messed up during worship and youth worship..sad..i tried my best though.. hope it didn't turn out as bad as i thought it was..
aft i reached home, my dad did a facial for me lol.. my face feels soo smooth whahah.. i ended up asleep on the sofa for like 2h? really knock out.. with the tv on and my com on.. woke up with cold sweat.. the nap didn't feel refreshing @ all.. felt like some living nightmare..
went for a jog later, feel like crap now.. though i'm glad my back finally recovered and i can exercise, i feel like a total weakling now la.. run 2.4 in 12min alr wanna die.. i'm not even @ 1/2 the fitness lvl i was last time.. morale down..
still haven studied.. i told u that i'll study, but i guess i'll pass today.. sry.. can't stay awake more.. i need my sleep.. i'm so gonna suffer in NS lol.. sigh..
wat do u do when some of your dearest friends are in trouble? do u share their burdens? do u leave them alone? do u feel hopeless? i feel as though i can't do anything right.. am i thinking right? i can't do anything w/o GOD. neither can u.. so put your trust in him. He will do something that will amaze u..
i dun really know what to say.. or who i'm refering to now.. i'm like "gong" lost in my whirl of thoughts.. gtg go eat dinner..
PRAY ABOUT IT! and don't give up hope. Nothing is to difficult for the LORD. =)
