i'm feeling sick.. having cold sweat.. sad.. cough and fever combo coming soon.. sigh.. i wish i had a genie.. i would ask him to let me be able to choose my own mood.. instead of letting 99.99% of my mood be affected by others.. 90% comes from u.. 5% from sch and project and the other 4.99% hmm.. i dunno.. games maybe..
y do i try so much? y do i hold on to a fools hope? y do i bother so much? izzit cos i love u? or i want the best for u? or maybe just because i know i can help u.. have i been forgotten? or am i just being dumb..
i feel so washed and screwed up... wat if 1 day.. "poof" just like tt.. would i forgive myself? would i regret? wat would i do? pray tt day never comes.. but @ this rate.. this day seems immenient..
2 more weeks b4 sha and zac go back.. sadsad.. & i still haven done what i'm supposed to do.. no mood, no inspiration.. help...
tml playing lan.. kinda dun feel like going..but ohwells..
left silently at ... 7:03 AM
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