love empowers me. however, it kills me.. slowly but surely..
sad.. it's another 1 of those days.. when i feel sad, sian.. for stupid reasons.. but why does it affect me so much? i thought i was stronger aft wat has happened 2yrs back.. but have i changed? am i still as weak as before? when will i be strong? when will i be able to stand on my own 2 legs.. i can't go on like this.. it's been nearly 1 and a half years..can't i do something about it? am i that useless? so many questions to ask myself.. too bad i can't answer myself.. is my past mocking me? trying to bring me down to my knees? this year, i want to live for GOD.. i dun wanna get hurt over & over again.. i wanna stand on a mountain top and shout.. shout anything.. so many things i wanna blog about.. just dunno how.. and wat i should & should not blog..
Isaac's i don't care song rockS!!
u mean so much to me.. but am i anything to u? the ans doen't matter.. what matters is i'll always be here
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