sigh.. i knew something was going to happen.. either sooner or later.. and guess wat.. it did..-.- maybe i'm just over-reacting.. i do hope so.. otherwise, i can just go hide in my mouse hole..these few days have been far by the worst days this year.. excluding test and fyp.. this is smt i can't go on living by lying to myself.. i have to settle it once and for all.. i hope i can do so aft my test.. if not.. retain time..walked home in the rain yesterday.. felt kinda good.. with so much water on your face, makes u wonder if u just came up from the swimming pool.. or u just cried..
i'm feeling so washed up now.. hurt, sad, angry, happy, sian, i dun even know wat i'm feeling now.. i just wanna slp the whole day.. dun even know if i should go cycling later..test are coming.. and i dun wanna study.. dun even feel like playing la..
i'm so weak.. so damn weak till i can't stand it.. gonna fail napha, fail test, fail quiz.. and most of all fail myself..then roy can do 10 pull ups.. then test all full marks lol.. i wanna die..
私に世界を意味する, しかし私は何でもu にある?
the words r taken from my song tt were meant for u.. except it wasen't in jap lol
left silently at ... 6:18 PM
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