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fruits of the spirit.. am i lacking those? i guess so.. it's not my fault i find is so hard..gracias a ese персона.. u once said something that i somewhat agreed.. and now u yourself are doing it.. u make me sick looking @ u sometimes.. tell me y.. Sie taten es einmal, Ihr jetzt wieder tuend es..we ain't the best of pals, and i don't really know u tt well.. but 1 thing is for sure.. u and your excuses.. bullshit..i hate to say this but F*** U.. come to think of it, i ain't the only 1 who feels this way.. had God put u in my way so i can learn from my weakness? i sure think so.. and i sure hope i pass the test.. it's so easy to have Satan as your best frn.. it feels good sometimes..however, after awhile it's kinda scary to think what i'm capable of if i were to duel on them.. anw thank God for REAL friends.. those who will stand by me, cheer me up.. ok.. i feel 100times better now.. good thing i open up more now.. other wise u guys visit me @ my funeral 20years down the road..
