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Sunday, March 04, 2007

sighs.. y do i feel so tired? so unfocused? so zapped of energy.. didn't do much this weekend..
just went to church.. worship prac.. than sun the usual.. went church then went lunch..

i couldn't concentrate while i was playing drums.. hmm.. felt extremely tired.. but i slept quite early last night.. weird.. sian..went to kovan for lunch.. than went back.. took a short nap cos i was bored to death.. packed my bag.. ironed my cloths..

funny enough i feel like gg back to camp now..then i dun have to like wait @ home, staring @ the com screen hoping something interesting would happen.. AGGRhhrgh.. i hope next week would be a better week..

POP soon.. wonder who'll come.. wonder what'll happen..

left silently at ... 2:58 AM

Monday, February 19, 2007

happy chinese new year to all!! just came back from dinner.. aa so full.. been stuffing myself nuts..not nuts.. nuts as in well nuts lol.. hmm lets see what did i do this few days.. fri went out with tab,mq, liru, howard, gavin and joce.. went to ps.. @ 1st we were uspposed to eat steamboat @ parkway.. but the turn out was way too little.. and the weather wasen;t really perfect for singing @ ecp.. in case it started to rain.. so we ended up @ ps having dinner.. wanted to catch a movie.. but the tickets were more or less sold out.. so joce came to join us for singspiration lol.. had a great time singing! or trying to sing haha..we went to istana park.. the scenery there was nice.. it's quite a good place to hold worship actually.. if no 1 else is there.. there's a very peaceful feeling over there.. by the waterside.. tabby,mq,liru and joce all can sing soo well.. i've got a loong way to go =( sang soo many songs till i had sorethroat.. thx skunky for preparing =) even gavin sang.. he sang quite loudly haha.. 1st time i hear him sing so loud.. we sang some old school kids song which i have nvr heard b4.. some new ones too.. than on sat went shopping with mq,liru and my bro.. went to topman to get 2 tops lol.. they've got good taste.. i wore the blue shirt today..sleepytab overslept.. -.-' haha.. they went for worship prac aft lunch.. oh ya.. and 1 part of the celing @ bugis mrt station collapsed cos a water pipe burst.. i was 10m away from it haha.. heng ar.. more visiting for the next few days.. can't wait for wed =)

left silently at ... 9:19 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

( suppose to be able to see the dl speed. But obviously, it's way too small. SORRY MOUSE. ur dodgy screenshot skills :P) -sha

went to jam yst with tab,mq,liru,der and gav.. had quite a good time.. i tried to sing.. though it sucks like hell..kiwi and skunky learns fast.. =)

oh wells.. =(

left silently at ... 2:26 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

oh well.. stupid blogger izzint working for me.. wanted to post last sun and this wed.. but i kinda lost the mood..sha's posting on my behalf haha..

well.. the week has been....no comments.. just.. oh wells.. thx skunky and kiwi..=)

thx for all those encouragement.. such an up & down week.. mostly down..

i wonder if i'm really me.. am i who i really am?

and congratz tabby!! for your o' level results.. and some other *stuff*.. u'll get your dinner soon haha..

arggghhh... washing machine of emotions..

had a nice sat last week with tabby.. we went to church, jammed.. walao she learns fast.. scary..she';ll prob overtake me by the end of the year.. i, on the other hand, have been getting slower and noobier..noobish* haha.. sad.. nvm.. when she overtakes me she'll have to get me my car.. as a token of appreciation to her teacher WHAHaA.. aft jamming, she came to my old church.. we had silence and solitude.. eh i listened to the sermon ok.. i didn;t slp.. lol.. cos i felt the topic applied to many of the youths.. esp those in uni.. and the speaker was none other then my elder bro ahah.. he was my sunday sch teacher and mentor.. really nice guy..

hmm let me recall.. busyness=workload-ability to cope.. so if your really busy, think about the actual workload.. r u spending too much time slacking? or thinking where to start.. if u have a good ability to cope, u'll not be busy.. ya.. and being busy draws u away from GOD..

there's hurry sickness too.. haha.. that was so.. lol.. normal to me.. i;'m some hurry freak.. 1) do u multi task? ie.. talk & do your homework? eat and watch news.. 2) do u speed up daily task? ie.. in the supermarket, u count the number of ppl in front of u and decide which queue has the least people..
there's 2 more.. but i forgot to copy down the examples..

disadvantages of being busy..

1) u have no time to listen your own soul.. -- what's important to me? -- who/ what have i been hurt by? --am i hiding from something?

2) no sense of self.. -- who am i? -- why am i doing what i'm doing

3) no genuine depth in life..

--------------------------- life -------------------------- 1) 2) 3)

1)= achievement

2)=relationships

3)=possesion

hey don;t laugh @ my drawing lol.. try drawing that using email -.-'

anw life is usually supported by these 3 main factors.. for me, it's relationships.. when the pillar breaks, i die.. we all have to try to build our life on one pillar.. only ONE.. which is GOD..cos that pillar never collaps..

i can;t really remember much of the lesson.. and i don;t think i managed to say what i want to say either.. my notes are super messy.. lol.. if u all don;t understand can go and ask tab.. i hope she remembers..

oh ya.. and this week.. i had 2 very very weird comments.. 1 by my mum.. and 1 by my friend which made me totally -.-' and huh!? like speechless lol..

SHA ROCKS!!! SHE IS THE BEST!!! MUAHAHAHA.
-totally written by ME, BRA THE MOUSE

left silently at ... 5:43 AM

TESTING TESTING.. 1... 2.... 3..

left silently at ... 4:50 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

sigh

oh man.. very very tiring day.. woke up for guitar, then went for worship prac.. then went out for dinner with grandma and went to my aunts house.. and now i'm finally back home.. sad when i dun want to drive they ask me drive.. when i wanna drive i dun get to drive.. still ask me drive more often.. rubbish la.. drive with them is damn stressful.. it's like having 1000tp in your car..turn earlier, later, too fast, too slow.. siao everything also got things to say.. i drive my way u drive yours..when i feel like turing i'll turn..mum wants me to drive safe.. dad sometimes wants me to play less safe.. zz..is headache+nosie+stress.. i rather not take driving in the 1st palce.. my licence for wat? just use as an extra card to play lan? or frisbee? u never let me drive.. when i last borrowed the car i had to endure 15min of bullshit. do i look like i would want to ask to drive again?

and u.. how many millions of times must i have to repeat myself to u? if u want it so badly go do it yourself la siao..

but overall, had a good week.. hmm.. finally fixed my com, played with waikit's cam haha, went to esplanade, read more about drums and guitar.. sad i just realized i've been sitting wrongly.. ate booby trapped ice-cream which driped all over cos the plastic bag was leaking..sad.. subway cheated my $..morale down..went to eat CA with weak.. and the stupid goat.. he was supposed to share a mud pie with me.. but he ate everything except the tiny crumbs which i found on the plate aft i went to draw $..

i'm starting to dislike my hols a little..i'm getting more mindless nagging from dad.. if i happen to see him like before dinner i can bet 80% he will say " so what have u done for the house?" i'm like is that all u can say to me? u expect me to mop, clean the toilet, magic mop, throw rubbish...... i dun mind but u want me to do that everyday? it's stupid..i know u want me to work, but to work for like 2mths.. so bo liao.. i rather learn something..

so i've decided that next week i shall do some experiments with my guitar.. i'm gonna sorta quit maple.. it makes me think slower, waste my time, and the worst thing is that it focus my attention on 1 spot.. which makes me oblivious to my surroundings sometimes.. sad..

looking forward to tml.. when i can c the saltshakers.. wee so many of them bring joy after a week.. hmm.. i think i shall go sleep..

left silently at ... 6:43 AM

Monday, March 27, 2006

yawnz

well.. 3rd week of my holiday gone.. maybe i'll start work in april.. if not a little boring.. but i'm very lazy to find work.. somemore work alone very sian.. i've been slacking.. getting fat @ the same time also.. sad..

cleaned my room, mopped the floor, do stuff which i usually wouldn't do.. i've totally no mood to come up with new songs sian.. and i wanted to do another album before going NS.. but i cant get inspiration from ... anything.. most of my inspirations come from ppl, emotions, scenery.. and like nth interesting has happened ahha..

formatted my com twice in 3days.. waste time la.. wonder what's the prob that killed my com.. my throat feels so sore now.. wonder if we'll really go ubin on sat.. sad.. i dun wanna die there lol..

left silently at ... 5:26 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

results out

sad.. kinda expected these results.. since i didn't really try my best.. but i did out in more effort.. towards the last paper i sorta heck care liao lol.. esp OM.. sian got a D.. super ugly la.. stupid subject with stupid exam.. roy the pro.. morale down.. in the end his paper got like 99/100.. cos his grade for 1 subject super high..

wonder what will i do aft ns.. study? or work.. sian.. lazy to think.. some1 plan my future pls lol..

hope next week will be an exciting week

left silently at ... 5:44 AM